I've said: "I know you." "We were together." "I will spend this life with you." "That's me." "Who are you? I remember you."

And I've felt: An inexplicable opening of the heart when someone I've known—like Phoebe—is at a particular age or with Phoebe—walked up the steps of the store.

"I know you." "I remember you." "We've been together before." "I loved you before."

With Kelly – the inexplicable recognition of the person I'd spend my life with.

Many—or all of us have these experiences. A dream of a life that would be outside of Columbus, Nebraska, while still holding it close. Certain things happen: Interesting work A Pulitzer.

The last two surgeries — I declared a news moratorium, and I think that helped in healing. This time, the news and Trump name, have been part of every day. Mistake.

So Lorraine encouraged me to take the challenge of combining cranky with humor.

I approach this from two angles, maybe three, maybe more:

1. There’s the dull facts. A body. A 6’ tall, 67 year old body. The mechanism is old and much used. The trips to the body shop will be.

It was unlike any experience of seeing a relative I resembled my mum. I literally felt that it was me standing there. I shared the photo with friends and put her face in my bod I using Photoshop. It is terric What does this mean? Who knows? My background is German and Swiss, but does blood background matter. Just an improbable co inc I dance? Maybe. But it was the feeling. Of. Recognition. A genuine experience of Recognition.

Russian history has.

Types of Recognition

Past Life?

    I recognize you in some deep, intuitive way. I remember you. I know you. I’d stir something deep inside and I don’t know why mysterious

Love/Life companion

    we connect we compliment one another somehow. We recognize one another

    powerful. inexplicable.

 

Dear Karen — From my grandmother to my mother to me to you with love, Gretchen Do whatever you want with it (smiley face)

stupidity or hypocrisy. Teasing someone because they have red hair or a big ass, or clothes that don’t match, always makes me uneasy. someone is throwing dark mass - querading as a tease. But then, Others are different. For some, teasing is an act of affection and recognition. To each his own.

Dec. 26, 2019 The birthday was sweet. Kelly wrote the card on the next page. These are such sweet and tender moments in this

I asked Jonathan if he knew what I'd been doing since the murder. He did not. I told him 15 seconds of what 29 Pieces is—and how it was born from his brother's murder and working on ONE BULLET. He said, "Maybe I can work with you." And I said "Maybe you can." Here he is, the 6th son of the 6 McNulty boys. The smartest, the most gifted, the seminary student who quit and asked his religiously devout and conservative parents not to talk to him about it again.

He looks healthy— still youthful and vibrant, at what—47 or 48? (46)
ABOVE: Jonathan McNulty in 2002 or 2003.

Johathan was open, honest, unguarded with me.

And now, in this journal I started because of a seemingly random recognition of myself in a Ramona the Countress, concludes with Jonathan McNulty, I almost hear Linda Bitter speaking to me again. Please talk to each other.

When David was killed, I felt deeply the recognition that his death, in my front yard, was going to be grappled with. Now, years after the murder, here’s Jon. What do I recognize?