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Family Journal_005

Item

An open journal with handwritten text and some sections redacted in black.
Title
Family Journal_005
Alternative Title
Family Journal
Creator
Karen Blessen
Date
2016
Description
The image depicts an open journal laying flat. The pages are filled with handwritten text in English, featuring a personal narrative and reflections. The text spans two pages. On the left page, the writing covers various topics, mentioning family dynamics and childhood experiences. The text is written in black ink, and there are areas redacted with black rectangles. The entry is dated "Friday, Feb. 26," with the year partially obscured. The journal's edge shows several colorful ribbon bookmarks. At the bottom of the left page, the words "Christian Lacroix" are printed in small font.
Identifier
021_022316-042416_family_journal
Dates Completed
February 23, 2016 - April 24, 2016
Keywords
Family; Parents; Grandparents; Maternal aunts and uncles; Childhood memories; Ghost busting; Revisionist history; Love; Forgiveness; Lingering ghosts; First pet; Pudgie the dog; Gift and loss; Ray of light extinguished; Grandmother’s life; Mother-daughter relationship; Hard work; Treasonous child; Reimagining childhood; Understanding; Devotion; Loyalty; Protection; Perspective; Kip Lott; Piece 24; Prayer pages; Mantram pages; Afiza; Mowgli; Hope Trevino; Mauricio Navarro; Diane Van Buren; Artist attack; Rape; Grandma Asche; Grandpa Asche; Grandma Blessen; Living room conflict; Tension; Arguments; Yelling; Smoking; Drinking; Super collider metaphor; Bringing color; Childhood letter; Betrayal; Friendship loss; Grandma Asche’s offspring; Time off; Pets; Animals; 1964–2016; 2016 elections; Political noise; Centering chart; Grounding; April 21, 2016; Prince dies
Transcription
Left Page:

"Their lives were not without joy - maybe I over-dramatize. They were of tough, farming, immigrant stock. They may have accepted life as it was.
But there was so much tension in the home - so much yelling, so many arguments, and so little understanding of any of it from my childhood.

Friday, Feb. 26, 2016
Yesterday was spend at Power of Self. For the first time (redacted). Discussions of expressed and wanted inclusion, expressed and wanted control, and expressed and wanted"

Right Page:

"affection. Marsha Clark did a lineup of how dominant we saw ourselves in the class.
I put myself in the middle. No one moved me, or looked at me. The exercise was interesting - in a "moment of truth" kind of way. Still thinking about whether it was helpful or not.
Then we watched "The Divine Secrets of the YaYa Sisterhood"... which was unbearable. Overacting, Southern woman characters intended to be eccentric and charming and fiesty but were mostly annoying. (Redacted)."
Rights
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