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Gold Christian LaCroix_020

Item

A handwritten journal entry dated September 17, 2016, discussing the Pulitzer Centennial and personal reflections on stress and deadlines.
Title
Gold Christian LaCroix_020
Alternative Title
Gold Christian LaCroix
Creator
Karen Blessen
Date
2016
Description
The image shows an open journal with handwritten entries. The left page is dated September 17, 2016, and the right page is dated September 18, 2016. The handwriting is in blue ink, and there are no visible art, photos, or doodles. The journal appears to be bound with a dark-colored cover, and the edges of the pages are slightly frayed.
Dates Completed
July 22, 2016 - December 25, 2016
Keywords
Gold; Symbol of divinity; Symbol of superficiality; Artifice; Suicide; Jack E. Davis; Friend; Illustrator; Artist; From Here to There collages; John Katz; Open heart surgery; Mantram pages; Prayer pages; Friends; Family; 29 Pieces; Sixth Floor Museum; Dealey Plaza; Pulitzer Centennial; Dallas; Texas Theatre; War photographers; David Kennerly; Carol Guzy; Nick Ut; Heidi Levine; David Leeson; Bob Jackson; Bill Lohr; Tractor accident; Prayers; Focus; Energy; Enthusiasm; Bowl of Joy; Chart; Block negatives; Piece 24; Sculpture installation; Messaging; Stress; Joy; Obstacles; Fulfillment; Calm; Frustration; Anger; Slow; Curious; Intelligence; Bright; Joyful; Magical; Beautiful; Pain; Sleeplessness; Agitation; Despair; Hillary; Trump; Election; Mudslinging; Irresponsible press; Donald Trump; Mercy; Condemnation; Deaths; Surgeries; Artist conflict; Human beings; Divine flames; Cancer upon the earth; Divided country; 1960s; Family arguments; Aftermath of election; Emotions; Fury; Disbelief; Sickening realization; Public art challenges; Racism; Misogyny; White House; Palpable fury; On the ledge; Vicki Millican; Accident; Ceiling fall; Internal injuries; Call all angels; Restore Vicki Millican; Peacemaker of the Year; Peace; Volcano inside; Human spirit; Revenge with beauty; Outrage; Love
Transcription
Sept. 17, 2016
Heading into the home stretch of the Pulitzer Centennial. I pray for focus, intelligence, compassion.
Smile more. Talk less.

Sept. 18, 2016
I think about how tense, cranky, on edge I get when big deadlines or problems are upon me.
The AIDS section at the PMN
The angel book
Peace One Day
Faces of a Plague.
In 29 cities,
when our exhibit at the Women's Museum was cancelled, and there were more.

I want to be different.
Now - moving to last days of Pulitzer Centennial and ongoing work on Piece 24, my nerves are frayed. I see $$. signs in every duplicated effort, every willful not-doing of what I asked.
I vent to people, and it unnerves them and pushes them away. Joe, Kelly, Thel. I apologize.
There has got to be a better way.
What is it?
Lord Jesus Christ Son of God have mercy on us.

Sept. 19, 2016
In three days, it will be over. The Pulitzer Centennial. Will it have been worth it? I hope so. There seems to be a hunger for it.
Slept well.
Rights
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