Family Journal
Journal Brief
YEAR: 2016
START DATE: February 23, 2016
END DATE: April 24, 2016
Family was very present for me. My parents, grandparents, maternal aunts and uncles. Dwelling in childhood memories. Ghost busting at 64. Revisionist history or extending love and forgiveness? Four lingering ghosts waiting. For me? My first pet - Pudgie, the dog. A beloved gift given and taken away. A ray of light extinguished. Puzzling over a grandmother’s life and my mother’s relatiohship with her Mom. They worked so hard. Me - a treacherous, treasonous child to my grandmother. Re-imagining a childhood, in some way asking for understanding and forgiveness. In retrospect, devoted, loyal and protective of my mother - always. See through another’s eyes. Kip Lott line in the sand over Piece 24. Prayer/mantram pages for Afiza and Mowgli, Hope Trevino, Mauricio Navarro, Diane Van Buren. A young artist’s attack and rape. Grandma and Grandpa Asche (maternal). Grandma Blessen (paternal). Our always filled, argumentative, loud living room. Dad and Grandpa Asche - constant tension, arguments, yelling, smoking, Dad drinking. Super collider living room. Bringing color to a black and white world. Letter sent to childhood friend. Betrayal. End of a lifelong friendship. Grandma Asche and her offspring. Three days off and what I did. My animals, 1964-2016. Loud volume leading up to 2016 primaries and elections. Chart to ground, center and orient. April 21, 2016, Prince dies.
At 64, ghost busting. Family memories and reassessment. Prince dies. Assault and rape of a 29 Pieces artist. I was going to Power of Self seminars at that time - very helpful and uplifting 95% of the time.
My family of birth felt very close. Very close. There were major life events that I wanted to look back on with adult eyes and mind - more compassionately and with more wisdom. This is a purchased Christian LaCroix blank journal.
Piece 24 and the Respect Project. Searching for a structural artist to build the frame of Piece 24. Beginning work on the final mosaic art for the sculpture.